So everyone it has been quite some time since I wrote my last blog. I started back at the University last fall and I am in my second semester back. This last semester has been hell, but it is what it is and I am going to get threw it that's the bottom line. Many people seem to tell me that there is always a semester where things go bad. I was to stubborn to drop the class, now I am just plowing threw. The part about this blog and school is that boy and I mean boy I tried to ask out, ended up getting in the cab with me last fall. We picked him up from his parents house. I was so shocked that he lived at his parents house I realized, wait a second, why was I upset the whole situation didn't work. Here the Universe totally intercepted and saved me from being put into a grown child relationship again. As I had only seen him at the spiritual shop a few times, I never really was able to investigate his real life. I believe reality and illusion in spiritual shops can shift very rapidly, and the different perceptions of dimensions can be confusing. Higher self and lower self are truly perceptions on how to view any event or time in life. I can look at this specific event with embarrassment that I almost asked a young man with emotional and a cognitive disorder out, or I can view it in a higher spectrum and say, the universe looked out over me and allowed me to see why it was blocked in the future. It was not in my highest interest to engage with a person such as he was. We just liked talking about music and that was the basis of our conversation. I am so grateful for this small view in the rubix cube of life. I enjoy it.
